Al's in town for the weekend, but for a sad reason - a girl from his school died from complications of bulimia, and he came back for the funeral. It's the first time someone he's been this close to has died - she was a good friend of his old girlfriend, and one of his best friends dated her for awhile.
The girl who died was part of a big blended family; she has 4 stepbrothers, lots of connections. Mark's son Ethan played soccer with one of the stepbrothers. Al and a bunch of the kids went over to the Dad's house last night, and when he came in last night, he said, "you know, I'm having fun, but I'm not happy."
I hear you, son.
Recently I seem to be stalking that elusive feeling of well-being - I get there momentarily, and then it just evaporates. Everything bothers me - how I look, my job, not having anyone to cook for, the veggies I need to use up, Mark & I are usually not on the same schedule, eating-wise, so last night I made a delicious spinach salad, that he didn't want to eat with me, so 2/3 of it's still in the fridge (I'll probably be able to finish it for lunches next week).
How messy my house is -
But maybe there's a simple explanation - I just saw my horoscope for today in the paper, and it said I should close the blinds and sleep all day, so no wonder I'm so out of sorts - I'm sure tomorrow I'll be all better <grin>.
And there's only 3 of the cinnamon scones I made this morning left, and I made them small, so there were 12 (not counting the ones I stuck in the freezer ...)
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